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| aaron is important, and not insignificant. i lied yesterdayyy <3 my makeup looks hella good and i cant even like take a pictureee cause i completely lost my camera. my fake nails look mad good though. i don't know what to say about today, nothing really happened. just my mom pissed me off more. but whatever. i can deal haha. i miss my boo. justin and i fought again today. i'm done talking to him, but i don't want to be. i don't knowww. i just hate giving up on people. i'm bored, kind of. and completely over my moms overprotectiveness. it like, needs to die now. mainly because she didn't do this shit with my past boyfriends. it's just annoying and ridiculous. oh yeah, my mouth is more beastly than aarons. mm, step right up by rja? godly <3 im mad fuckin bored and waiting for my phone to chargeeeeeeee, kthx. my hairs dead at the ends. fucking hairdye haha. step right up, shoot an arrow at the target; my heart is an easy thing for you to win. | | |
| i can't fucking understand what my moms problem is. she's so retardedly over-protective this time around that it just makes me want to fucking shove my foot in her throat until she suffocates. i don't even know what the fuck her problem is. she just won't let me do anything. she won't let me close the door, when my ex and i had the door closed all of the time. it's like she has no fucking trust with me, and it's annoying. so is the fact that i'm not even allowed to kiss my boyfriend, basically. whatever, i'm fucking pissed. oh, and yesterday she told me we need to be 'chaperoned.'
i'm seventeen, not ten and going on a field trip, sweetie. | | |
| for some reason i feel really dizzy, like i'm not getting enough air. whatever. i can deal. i miss trey. i saw him christmas night, he gave me my legos! <3 he's so cute. he also sang ashlee simpson tonight -.- haha. so i'm on the phone with aaron. but, he's insignificant ;] justin and i got into a fight tonight. over the same shit, basically. i don't know. i just like broke down. cause he like picked at me for the same thing i hate myself for. i don't know. i had a really good christmas though :] i'm so exhausted right now. and this ham gravy is going to make me gain back the 30lbs i lost. | | |
| i love how sometimes i can tell when my bloodsugar is low. but, whatever. haha. i'm drinking a non-diet dr.pepper. trey would probably enjoy that 0.o haha i'm like, listening to gucci mane and watching teen mom with the volume off. go me. i don't really know what to write about. nothings really happened. craig and ashley were here today. they want me to go to the movies with them tomorrow night but i don't want to. woops. apparently my mom was here and sleeping while i had gucci blasting. but whatever. now she's bitching at me. i reallly wanna see the lovely bones. and a house that isn't this one. i want to move. i don't know. i'll be back later. <3 | | |
| sooo i'm on the phone with aaron. for those of you who don't know, aaron is my boyfriends sisters ex. but he's pretty ballin'. it's 458am, i've been up twenty hours, and i need to be up early for christmas eve tomorrow. i'm now at 30pounds gone off my body. thank fucking jesus for that. aarons trying to pressure me into writing ridiculous shit in here, like emotions and the fact that i call trey 'cuddlebug' and 'teddybear' in my head, haha. not going to happen. except for the names part, considering i just wrote it. haha. i'm so bored, and i hate not having somebody to cuddle with. oh and i have that annoying itch that happens in my throat but feels like it's in your ear? HEY DID YOU KNOW THAT BEES HAVE KNEES?! well they do. so. enjoy that funfact, buddddies. i'll update later <3 | | |
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