i swear i'm overreacting.

cheyenne ♥
i'm sixteen, and i'm from new jersey. no matter how much i pretend to hate it here, i secretly love it =X i'm a really big bitch when i need to be, but i'm also a huge fucking sweetheart. i'm usually awake or asleep at really weird times. i treat my dog like my son, and i lub muh franzz. basically, thats the end.
credits add me? look&feel private feedback friends later

About this Entry
Posted by: cheypie_x3 Original: 3/7/2009 8:28 PM Views: 6 Comments: 0 eProps: 0 Read Comments Post a Comment Back to Your Xanga Site

Saturday, March 07, 2009

last night if ound out chris has a girlfriend. the chris i'm supposed to be over. the chris that made me the happiest i've ever been in my life. i thought i was over him. i thought finding out he had a girlfriend would just be a mild ache, in the back of my brain. no. it was sheer panic. i couldnt stop crying. i laid on my side and sobbed in my mothers bed, thank goodness she wasnt home. i smoked five cigs int he span of about an hour. it was pretty bad, i didn't know what to do with myself. oh well. i was on a scale at this house i was at today, and one of the things said that i lost two pounds. hopefully it's fucking right, i've been working at it. i ate too much today though, probably gained it back. anywho, i hope you all had good days!<3

BTW, i tried snus today. it's so good.
so good.

Posted 3/7/2009 8:28 PM - 6 Views - 0 eProps - 0 comments